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Superego

by Jason Ebbs

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1.
My lover’s like a young antique A jukebox heart and a face like a dream But Annabelle’s got a little thing For her buddy, Buddy and the way he can sing She needs a love that I don’t understand He’s got big thick glasses and he plays in a band She’s holdin’ out for a superstar So I’ll shave my face and I’ll paint my guitar But Buddy, Buddy, he took my love Cause he’s the one she’s been dreaming of And oh my Annie, she’s gonna regret She wants a love that she’ll never get Days gone past You wanted happiness that couldn’t last I hate to say it, but Buddy couldn't love you Last night I passed out in my chair, I opened my eyes but Annie wasn’t there She packed her things and she got on a plane Like Buddy Holly, now she’s flying away She’s taking off with the heart from my chest My love is gone but I wish her the best Cause Buddy’s only gonna give her tears When she sees he’s been gone almost sixty years But Buddy, Buddy, he took my love Cause he’s the one she’s been dreaming of And oh my Annie, she’s gonna regret She wants a love that she’ll never get Days gone past You wanted happiness that couldn’t last I hate to say it, but Buddy couldn't love you
2.
I draw the curtain She's fighting polite but looks uncertain I wasn't what she was expecting Five hours ago she was open for business, her eyes full of bliss but now rejecting She's all done being Cinderella I'm finished being the fella To put down his jacket for you Ten hours ago she was searching the room And she came over looking for her third strike “This wallflower's clever but he just might be Dumb enough to give me a try” And nine drinks later she turned out to be right But I'm not the Lizard King, I can't do everything Am I irrelevant or am I just dying? You gotta let me know, hey man it's time to go I'll see you later or whatever I don't know Exasperated This part must’ve been anticipated I can’t shake the grease but it’s been slated Your eyes, they were lakes now they’re buckets of crusty cake mix Spilling in my kitchen Your jeans were cuffed but I won’t listen To your heartbreak music now I’m wishing You never played the Smiths while You laced your old Chuck Taylors and ditched Cause I can’t shake the feeling I’ve never felt My wallflower withered and died when I knelt Down at the foot of your bed Your heart was open so I gave you the world But I'm not the Lizard King, I can't do everything Am I irrelevant or am I just dying? You gotta let me know, hey man it's time to go I'll see you later or whatever I don't know Disappointment has got a name And it’s expectation I can’t be your king When you’re telling the prince to get out I draw the curtain I’m all on my own but I’m not hurtin’ For some reason I feel I deserve it Maybe not this time… But I'm not the Lizard King, I can't do everything Am I irrelevant or am I just dying? You gotta let me know, hey man it's time to go I'll see you later or whatever, so what I'm not the Lizard King, I can't do everything Are you pissed off or is that just ‘your thing’? You gotta let me know, hey man it's time to go I'll see you later or whatever I don't know She’s so cool But she’s so mean She’s my Lizard Queen
3.
Superego 04:13
Heart streaming, mind screaming Kissing face, but you're just off center Back seat and, windows steaming You wait it out, till the bass kicks in but you Don't, see that it's just you want A midnight blue eyed confidant That's fine, you'll get the next one Mind reading, reason fleeting Big mistakes Cause you thought you knew better Let me go, Superego I can't steer, when you're grabbing the wheel Cause I tried to make myself love you But I, just think you're too nice So I tried, to make you be meaner Keep dreaming away, Superego One day you'll wake to find the one Come another day, Superego Your timing's never right and when you're done You're by my side but I'm on my own You make me feel alive so Superego, shut up and take me home Cuffing season, bye to reason You want him now, the instant satisfaction Time borrowed, there's no tomorrow For you, but he's planning your lives So why, do the stars come out When you cry They're shining for another Heat seeking, secret keeping Domino, you're the next to fall over Let me go, Superego You might be the one, but you're stuck in my head Cause I tried to make myself love you But I, just think you're too nice So I tried, to taste a little sweeter Keep dreaming away, Superego One day you'll wake to find the one Come another day, Superego Your timing's never right and when you're done You're by my side but I'm on my own You make me feel alive so Superego, shut up and take me home Shut up and take me home
4.
My bed feels empty. That's fine it's only big enough for one But barely My feet hang off the end, it's fine with me I wake up I can't believe that you were just right here I sleep in Trying to forget it's afternoon Why am I tired I just slept the whole night through for eight- Teen hours thinking Maybe you'll come back But either way You wouldn't fit I barely do You walked away And I should too But what else can I do but overthink I'll close my eyes and watch the highlight reel again (I'll close the door) It looks much better on replay (Why did I have to ask for more) I can't stop thinking about what she's doing now (Probably not this) Maybe it's time to turn the lights on in My private abyss My heart's debating We went down to the park but all the bums Were mating Underneath the swings I wish that we Were sober The bottle flowing down always but now It's over Reality bites but I guess that you Do harder Drawing blood was never much my thing For starters Maybe I should eat something But I Can't bring myself To go down the stairs Because the kitchen Still feels like you So what else can I do, Ill overthink I'll close my eyes and watch the highlight reel again (I'll close the door) It looks much better on replay (Why did I have to ask for more) I can't stop thinking about what she's doing now (Probably not this) Maybe it's time to turn the lights on in My private abyss I'll close my eyes and watch the highlight reel again (I'll close the door) It looks much better on replay (Why did I have to ask for more) I can't stop thinking about what she's doing now (Probably not this) Maybe it's time to turn the lights on in My private abyss
5.
It’s not over now It’s better than nothing Why’d you stay the night We coulda been something I’d buy the time And save it up, useless Thought I’d change your mind With naive excuses But that’s not what we do I can’t shake the roots Why’d you stay the night
6.
The Jungle 04:31
Don’t be alarmed this is the best it will get You’re in the Jungle, please don’t mind the mess You wanna get out? But you were always free Self deprecation floating down the halls Look out the window, an army of brick walls You wanna get out, but you were always free Let me out I’ll run with you Two years of Escape the Room but There’s no panic button, there’s only solitude Let me out, please set me free I wanna be with the hills and trees cause There’s no sign of life, there’s only birds and bees Nobody’s comin for me (please let me out) Oh won’t you run with me (please let me out) Life’s a struggle, in the Jungle We’re all just makin’ believe, oh won’t you run with me? Creatures roam in, they think it looks like fun They bring their mates but somehow they never come They wanna get out, but they were always free You wake up early to the smell of cigarettes Conspiracy theories to a dangerous extent You wanna get out, but you were always free Let me out I’ll run with you Two years of Escape the Room but There’s no panic button, there’s only solitude Let me out, please set me free I wanna be with the hills and trees cause There’s no sign of life, there’s only birds and bees Nobody’s comin for me (please let me out) Oh won’t you run with me (please let me out) Life’s a struggle, in the Jungle We’re all just makin’ believe, oh won’t you run with me? You learn to live with the monsters in the drain You can’t say goodnight when there’s no sense of day Try not to freak out cause someone’s at the door We wanted you but you’re not welcome anymore Down in the Jungle, you live with company We wanna get out, but we were never free Nobody’s comin for me (please let me out) Oh won’t you run with me (please let me out) Life’s a struggle, in the Jungle We’re all just makin’ believe, oh won’t you run with me?
7.
Love Look what they're saying about you That you found someone new But I know that couldn't be Love Where do you go to late at night Feels like something isn’t right But that's me Love I can’t stand what they’ve done to you I know there’s no way that it’s true God knows I've been wrong before Love I see the way they look at me Like they know that you don't need Me anymore Ohhhh Nothing’s ever enough Cause when God made you The angels took the day off Ohhhh Your ego’s starting to show To die by your side Would be a shit way to go I’ve got this feeling You don’t believe in We won’t ever beat it and I know you don’t need it Now uh Where’s your confession You keep me guessing You got two right hooks Now which one is for me? Love This ember’s running out of life Probably for the seventh time Am I being mislead? All these voices in my head Talk it up till I see red I'm sorry but I'm busy I'll just call back when I'm dead Ohhhh Nothing’s ever enough Cause when God made you The angels took the day off Ohhhh Your ego’s starting to show To die by your side Would be a shit way to go I’ve got this feeling You don’t believe in We won’t ever beat it and I know you don’t need it Now uh Where’s your confession You keep me guessing You got two right hooks Now which one is for me? I’ve got this feeling You don’t believe in We won’t ever beat it and I know you don’t need it Now uh Where’s your confession You keep me guessing You got two right hooks Now which one is for me?
8.
We were young Our bodies could take the blows Time wasn’t of the essence now it’s ugly face still shows We wanted everything And we got it Now where do we go We said we would But never dared We’ll climb up Sleeping Giant Maybe something’s waiting there It’s steeper than we’re used to And my knees are weak But I don’t care We’ve got forever So no time to talk How will we fly away When we can’t walk This Giant’s getting bigger By the day And it won’t stop The echoes Of songs unsung I wish that I could still love Like when I was young Our boots laced up Tight and ready But now they’ve come undone But we’ve got forever So no time to talk How will we fly away When we can’t walk This Giant’s getting bigger By the day And it won’t stop Now we’re still young I’m solid where I stand We’ll climb up Sleeping Giant If you really think we can We were too messed up to do it Before now We’re where we began We’ve got forever So no time to talk How will we fly away When we can’t walk This Giant’s getting bigger By the day And it won’t stop
9.
She sees the light far through the trees But sunshine’s muffled by falling leaves She needs paradise but it’s not that much So she picks up her ax and cuts through the brush An Amazon hero, she’s ten feet tall A heart measured only by the way she falls And climbs back up, time and again She knows she’ll make it out in the end If tomorrow takes forever we’ll just Have to wait I know we’re fighting our own battles but we Don’t mind changing fate If forever takes a day It shouldn’t be worth a life If the world has got a plan for you That doesn’t mean it’s right Since she’s been gone, the world’s been colder A world now quiet that painfully sold her The idea that she had to be best So it gave her a bottle and started to test Just how well she could carry herself And left her alone with nobody else To fight under a sun that’s blinding She forgave the world, now she’s the one shining If tomorrow takes forever we’ll just Have to wait I know we’re fighting our own battles but we Don’t mind changing fate If forever takes a day It shouldn’t be worth a life If the world has got a plan for you That doesn’t mean it’s right You carry on greeted by worried smiles But twelve steps for you is a thousand miles For anyone who could stand in your shoes When there’s so much to gain, and nothing to lose The world that dragged you down in to hell Kept spinning so you changed it yourself You slashed down anything stood in your way The Amazon will fight another day If tomorrow takes forever we’ll just Have to wait I know we’re fighting our own battles but we Don’t mind changing fate If forever takes a day It shouldn’t be worth a life If the world says it has you figured out That doesn’t mean it’s right If tomorrow takes forever we’ll just Have to wait I know we’re fighting our own battles but we Don’t mind changing fate Whatever comes your way We'll be prepared to fight I'll be right there beside you Knowing it's gonna be alright
10.
Back up to the late nights Call me by your name then let me go When my only worry Was finding out how am I getting home But then we had to find out All our waves and shooting stars Weren’t all we expected They were planes and passing cars What I would give to float away Wish I was high in the water Sucked into a riptide Waving to my love Standing on the shore line but there’s No one else around us Just anemones If I start drifting outward My love Don’t rescue me Sometimes I’m guided by the weather The sun tells me to love and where and when If I start to treat you better Maybe we’ll be better in the end But then we had to find out All our stars up in the sky Weren’t all we expected It was Fenway the whole time What I would give to float away Wish I was high in the water Sucked into a riptide Waving to my love Standing on the shore line but there’s No one else around us Just anemones When I start drifting outward My love Don’t rescue me If I start drifting outward My love Please follow me Mahalo Aloha baby Wish you were here
11.
Heart streaming, mind screaming Kissing face, but you're just off center Back seat and, windows steaming You wait it out, till the bass kicks in but you Don't, see that it's just you want A midnight blue eyed confidant That's fine, you'll get the next one Mind reading, reason fleeting Big mistakes Cause you thought you knew better Let me go, Superego I can't steer, when you're grabbing the wheel Cause I tried to make myself love you But I, just think you're too nice So I tried, to make you be meaner Keep dreaming away, Superego One day you'll wake to find the one Come another day, Superego Your timing's never right and when you're done You're by my side but I'm on my own You make me feel alive so Superego, shut up and take me home Cuffing season, bye to reason You want him now, the instant satisfaction Time borrowed, there's no tomorrow For you, but he's planning your lives So why, do the stars come out When you cry They're shining for another Heat seeking, secret keeping Domino, you're the next to fall over Let me go, Superego You might be the one, but you're stuck in my head Cause I tried to make myself love you But I, just think you're too nice So I tried, to taste a little sweeter Keep dreaming away, Superego One day you'll wake to find the one Come another day, Superego Your timing's never right and when you're done You're by my side but I'm on my own You make me feel alive so Superego, shut up and take me home Shut up and take me home

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Debut LP recorded in a basement

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released June 7, 2019

All instrumentation by Jason Ebbs except where otherwise noted:

Ricky Franceschi - Drums, Track 4
Sam DeWolfe - Backup Vocals, Track 10

Henry Barrows - Assistant Engineer, Track 3

Album cover text by Annie "Seabreeze" Seibert

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Johnny Dalton at Kung-Pow! Recording & Mastering

All songs written by Jason Ebbs

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Alternative beach rock artist from Boston, MA


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